Very Emotional

Still feeling very emotional today. When I woke up, I caught the ending of Las Vegas on TNT. How mucked up is it that the fact Danny had been recalled into service and was going back to Afghanistan and he was saying good-bye to everyone....made me cry!!! OMG! I choked back tears and turned it to USA. Don't know what it was but some young girl was totally shooting the tube from one end to the other and when she comes out the end of the curl she pumps her fist in the air with a big smile. That made me start to cry!!! I'm feeling teary remembering this stuff. I soooo need to go back to my big, bad ass, I'm so tough you don't bother me attitude. I could be tortured and still smile at you. I'm serious. I also used to be a cutter, so pain didn't phase me at all. It's how I developed a high tolerance to pain. I hope this emotional crap stops soon. I hate myself when I gets like this.

I'm posting the pics of the car that is no more so you can see. Scroll down to check them out. This posting is kind of short but still hurting a lot and can't do a lot of typing all at once.