Straight To Hell,Don't Pass Go

That's how I feel right about now. Gil had to go back to work this afternoon. Just over the bridge he was in a car accident. He rear-ended a guy in a BMW. Said guy just slammed on his brakes for no damn reason, Gil hit his brakes and the wheels locked up and he slid....right into the back of the car. There's minimal damage to the other car, but our minivan is totaled. He was only going about 25mph, if that. The transmission is gone now and we don't have a couple of thousand dollars to fix it on top of the damage to the hood and front of the car. I'll post pics tomorrow. I've been too upset to think about taking pics now. We're now without a car at all, he has no way to get to and from work, I have no way to get to the doc. We have no money for whatever fines and money he may have to pay to the other guy's insurance company for damages. We have no money for a "new" car. Oh, did I mention he has no insurance? Dummy me...yeah, that just makes it all worse with no way to get insurance and that leads to why bother because we have no car to insure!!!! I'm hoping his license doesn't get suspended on top of it all.

My pain is through the roof and I'm feeling pretty damn bad tonight. I don't know what tomorrow will bring but it can't be much worse than today. I don't know what we're going to do now. We just got the money back in the bank to pay our bills on time again. We only have the money for our bills there minus the $100 for the tow truck which we have to somehow put back in to cover bills,my doc and my meds.

I don't want to cry right now so I'm going. I'll be back later.