I'm Still Kicking

Well, life keeps on going and I keep breathing. I mean, what else can I do, stop breathing? LOL Well I could do that I suppose but then I'd be dead. Being dead is no fun, so.......I just have to keep breathing! :-D

Anyway, hubby and I were waiting to find out about Tyler and Patty's memorial service. Someone was supposed to call us when they had the details. Well......no one freaking called!!!!!!!!!! We are both royally pissed off about it. It was yesterday afternoon and we weren't there. We found out we'd missed it on the 5 o'clock news yesterday when they aired the story on their service. I think we both had our mouths hanging open for a minute watching the story. When we recovered from the shock, we got mad. It appears we were about the only ones not there to say goodbye. We feel cheated. That's the best word I can think of to describe it. Everyone else got their chance to talk about them and tell stories while we sat home oblivious and grieving.

I'm hurting a whole lot tonight. The pain is bad enough to, as usual, wipe my mind almost blank. It makes it hard to think at all. Add to that a lack of sleep and it's worse than just pain alone. I thought, despite the pain I could type some and try to distract myself but typing is just making it worse. On that note, I'm out of here and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.