This Is How....

I waste time and generally avoid doing any meaningful work. I believe one of the "others" who inhabit my body went to Procrastinators "R" Us today, went on a shopping spree and bought out their stock of, PBLOE -Procatinators Big List of Excuses. Every single box!! *sigh* Not only have I not gotten much writing done today, I am also broke. I should say I have written today, but I didn't accomplish as much as I wanted.

Goddess knows I know all the symptoms of rsd. I have way too many of them and what I don't have, I hope I can avoid. I thought to myself, this will be easy! What is that saying? Oh yeah....famous last words. Heh. I have managed to cover the five main ones and begin the emotional. I find myself struggling to get words on my document. I'm also dealing with the dreaded affliction of perfectionitis!! Like rsd, there is no cure. *wobbly smile* There are only coping techniques which you hope will work. So far, I'm a failure! No....I know I'm not. I refuse to accept there is no cure. If I have to travel the world, I will find one! This thing I seek may be as elusive as a Kalahari leopard but it won't remain elusive forever. I'm patient. Really I am! Hey.....yeah you, the one not even bothering to hide your hilarity. HAHAHA You fell off your chair! HAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm going to give myself a break and let the ideas of the symptoms article roll around in the back of mind(yes there is some actual gray matter in my noggin)and do another article that is quick and easy. Tips for first time pregnancies. I have been there done that and am living through it again, sort of, with my oldest daughter as she carries my first grandson. Speaking of which, I'm more anxious than she is right now for him to be born. As she grows, she will be the one who is more anxious than I to have him out. All of us mommies know the feeling quite well as the last couple of months seem to go on forever. I keep her amused with stories and repeatedly promise her it will end, but not before she is miserable, close to or actually blubbering 24/7 as well as lots of pain and screaming to finally have the joy of holding Tristan Lee Wayne in her arms.